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today was the last meeting of a class i really liked a lot. i'm certainly feeling bittersweet. it was such a kind and funny and talented group of mostly queer girls which is like. literally the best possible case scenario. i'm feeling bittersweet since it's ending and also since i feel like this winter took away from my ability to appreaciate what i had while i had it. i don't want to focus on retrospect though. i'm just fully committing to not letting the winter get to me like that next year.
one of my friends ordered a bulk pack of bald caps so we could weird out our prof for final critiques. i felt fierce af in mine. it was so awesome to have a fun little thing like that for the last day. luckily i'm gonna be in classes with a lot of the same ppl next year and i'm rlly excited abt that. but damn. i wish the seniors weren't going. another downside of being a transfer is having ppl graduate one millisecond after meeting them. but that's life ig.
there's one senior in particular who i have a mysterious soul bond with even though i didn't spend a whole lot of time with them. I really clumsily tried to tell them about it the other day and didn't get the words out quite right. i basically just meant that when i see them be themself it makes me feel like i can be myself. and that's a really nice thing that i haven't felt a lot since moving here. they're a weird freak like me. the reason i'm bringing this up is that when i got to class they said they had a present for me. i was like omggg what. and they went to their backpack and pulled out.... drumroll pls....
A PAIR OF BOWLING SHOES!!!!?!?!???!!!!!
they said they collect them but don't wear this pair much and thought i would like them. and duh i do. i'm so obsessed w bowling shoes but i'm never brave enough to steal them, so that really felt like such a crazy coincidence that that's what the gift was. i;m so fucking sad i didn't get to know this person better, but i'm gonna try to spend time with them before they leave for summer if there's time.
the critique went really well and was super chill. i got told mine has a cartoon quality but one like adventure time that's also deep and changes ur life which is like. the highest compliment i could receive probably. and i'm super happy cuz i got to take home one of everyone's prints.
after class i got to see melania which is always #lit and we got boba so that simply rocks like. nuff said.
THEN on the way home, after three other unsuccessful attempts, i FINALLY found a four leaf clover on campus!!!
really fuckin magical day filled with magical talismans that i got to pick up like breadcrumbs. may day is totally my day. me and the earth mother are like this 
im super #happy
okay bye lovers!!!
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