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⭑°.⋆꩜ just some thoughts ꩜⋆.°⭑      i'm just about to be done with finals week and instead of excited i keep already just feeling dread about having to do it all again next year. there are things i really liked about this year. especially my first semester i was so hopeful and had a really good attitude. i think my theology class helped with that because going to that class once a week gave me the thing church ppl prob get from church. i would get regrounded and reminded that Love is the only thing. and discussions gave a space to receive ppl and be received in turn. I just had some rlly fuckin awesome classroom environments fall semester and the weather didn't suck.  𓆤⭒𓆑⭒𓆣⭒𓆨⭒𓆦       spring semester has been lit too in it's own ways but winter and weed froze my brain so hard that i had a rlly hard time connecting w new people. esp in iPhone world. last semester i was off social media like. basically completely and i was so much happier. but...

  scissor sisters get 20th at bob's pizza just got 20th place at bob's trivia. there was a lot going on tonight. at one point there was an old lady eating all alone at the bar on either side of us. two separate alone old ladies. i wish they were brave enough to hang out. being old must suck. esp as a woman. i wonder if they had husbands who died or found younger gfs or if they're closeted lesbians or if they've been #foreveralone. [one of my professors told me that in his head all his students are lesbians. its easier that way. huh.] then the damn poindexter convention pulled up and spoiled the vibe. luckily it was right at the end of trivia. but a bunch of men in suits is never gonna tickle my fancy i'll tell u that much. they also didnt get a real table, they just decided to block a whole walkway. so after i turned in my trivia answer i shoved a bunch of them to get through. someone's gotta be the bully in life. I'm a little #drunk now. but yeah. the quest...

★HEY SQUIRTS!!!  ★ HEY SQUIRTS feeling awesome to be drinking this #beer this tuesday night and feeling awesome to be presenting my blog to the cryptosphere.   this is my thing now so get with it or get gone biyotch